Utena's Dorm

She looked at Utena abit confused, wondering why such a question now, when they had already gone through how they felt. She frowned abit.
"How much do I love you? ... " to live without would hurt ones soul to be without the one that holds there heart and journey through denile to reach the truth of ones affliction love is what gives aplliction to those fears that won't deny that love is total all and forever.
"I love you " she couldn't seem to make any other words follow that. It seemed a simple enough thing but yet no words wanted to come out and explain.
After afew moments she just decided to stop trying to make the words come out.

She wished she knew what Utena wanted to hear from this, all she could say is "as far as you wish" ..

"I'm sorry but I wanted to make sure of this fact for.... you know, reasons. And really? Truly you would go as far as I would want to?" I asked in hopes and blushing slightly.

"I love you too."

She nodded. "I believe so, why do you ask?" it still confused her and made her slightly nervouse.

I nodded and decided to tell her, be the noble person I was and so I did.

"Uh, well last night you see, I was trying to uh.." I twiddle my fingers, something I've never done before.

She waited for the answer patiently and noticed her twiddling her thumbs. Seeing that she was nervous about saying it.

"I would've have taken it all the way with you." I blushed more and twiddled my fingers while looking down.

Anthy blushed and nodded in understanding.

I looked down and kept twiddling my fingers as I didn't know what she was to say to that.

She tilted Utenas head up and gave her a soft kiss.
" I will go as far as you wish"

I blushed majorly and smiled softly, as I returned it and nodded.

"When?"

When?. that was a good question. It seemed now was a perfect time... though it was not complete.
She looked into Utenas eyes and just thought in silence.

N-now..?

I thought to her, as she heard this and I kept looking down blushing.

Do you want to now?
she thought back to her as her blush brightened.

Do you want to?

I thought back, looking down still my blush deepening as well.

That doesn't answer my question...

"It is to me, and I will do what you want"
she said plainly though her blush was still there.

"I don't wanna be so forcive of you." I said nodding.

She nodded in understanding.
"it is still whenever you wish" she wasn't sure when she would want to thuogh she knew she would do whatever Utena wanted without question.

"I guess now. It's peaceful and I love you." I nodded.

she nodded, though it sounded odd the way it was said. She nuzzled Utena.

I blushed and nodded, as she nuzzled me, I smiled. I then started to nuzzle back softly, as our lips met for a brief moment and I had kissed her the gentlest possible way anyone ever could kiss someone. I was being hesitant of my hands though.

She smiled, pressing herself closer, she too was abit hesitent.

I was being hesitant and nervous slightly, with every part of me. But, I kissed her with a bit more of pressure and not using my hands yet, only pressing my body and lips to her's. I wanted this, and I'm sure she did as well. And I was willing to go this far for her, I loved her... if I hadn't set it a million times, then I will say it again that same amount, for it is true, and never would I ever tell a lie so false.

I moved in closer and began to wrap my hands shyly around her waist, though this was a big thing for me to do and yet to comprehend what we were doing, and so Anthy might've had to help me out a little with this one. I hoped.

Anthy returned the kiss with more pressure, she began to manuver her arms sliding one of her hands down Utenas back and letting the other rest just behind her neck, bringing her even closer.
She wanted this also and could tell that she would need her help in completing it.

It was as if she was going to take the lead now so to speak of this delicate dance of lovers embrace.